

ME why did you aggravateME by ~ChicPorcelainDoll
when you simply had to appreciate
what i had laid in front of you;
ME.
why did you initiate
and now i only feel desolate
cause i don't have what i need;
YOU.
if you didn't manipulate
i wouldn't have to accentuate
on the reason why i've doubt in you;
HER.
i've never cared for what others reflect
but you detest the prospect
having seen as a joke to
THEM.
i wished our love was unpretentious
which makes a thought linger in my subconscious
only two people should matter here;
US.


July 2006 why would only love me nowJuly 2006 by ~ChicPorcelainDoll
where were you when i truly needed someone
to share my love with
now i've become undone
i took the chance and left
why won't you understand that i'm gone?
why would you only miss me now
when i said i'll be gone forever
who was the one who said i love you
and hope that we will stay together
if you loved me then
why didn't you say "hurt you i will never"?
why would you only beg for me now
when you know i've long moved on
how could i love a man
who's left me ripped an torn
i've given up so much for someone
who's left me nothing to fall back on
why would you only cry for me now
didn't i tell you i cou